I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I intended to be.

~ Douglas Adams

And so, here I am.

Friday, December 7, 2018

In the Scheme of Things

No man is an Iland, intire of itselfe; every man is a peece of the Continent, a part of the maine; if a Clod bee washed away by the Sea, Europe is the lesse, as well as if a Promontorie were, as well as if a Manor of thy friends or of thine owne were; any mans death diminishes me, because I am involved in Mankinde; And therefore never send to know for whom the bell tolls; It tolls for thee. 

MEDITATION XVII Devotions upon Emergent Occasions John Donne

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“No Man is an Island”. The notion is that we are all an essential part of a Whole, that the loss of any one of us diminishes us all.  Time and again, through the recidivist folly of mankind we see this brought fully into the light, when we fail to recognize the Islands, and cast them into the sea to make ourselves larger. While aware that there is a Whole, we are wont to erode the beaches of others, thinking that we alone matter. It is our nature.

It comes in small, and it comes in large. It comes in the body politic wherever people gather, every single relationship a struggle for power and control. It requires no words, though they are often slung against reason as scythes, it can be a glance, an act, an attrition, “the silence of our friends”, “the words of our enemies”.  It is out of the mind of the workplace psychopath, friend to all, enemy to all, the one voted best in class while Machiavelli takes admiring notes. It is in the murmur of underlings who despise the good Prince for being smarter, more than they. It is in the eyes of the unaccomplished seeking station through intrigue or rhetoric to make themselves whole, to assuage their insecurities. It is the foggy bottom of kindness returned with disparagement, with the making of another into a less than, the bully and the stone. It is in claiming the narrative as one’s own. History is not writ large, but rather small and perennial as we lack imagination and use the same hammer to strike at everything we see as nail to build ourselves.  All of us have clods of ourselves shorn and tossed.

To the Island, however diminutive or expansive, complete or broken, being part of the Whole is the reason for the sea, that we can be part of it all, valued. How does this parcel come to belong, becoming an essential element of the Whole? Who ordains belonging? Who outcasts the wretched? When we work so hard and fearfully to gain union, why do we not miss a moment to wash away another who is clinging to our shore awash in those same fears? Is it human nature to stand on the necks, rather than the respected shoulders of those around us? Eyes wide with empathy and compassion when someone else lifts another, while in the next breath diminishing Sisyphus, placing our foot against the rolling stone as he reaches the top of the mountain as if it is our place. We are terrible beings capable of great things, stuck in the mud of our own oppressive nature for fear of being less than.

Take no solace in being aware of this. Be not of the character to shoot first, to gain the first narrative at all costs, to form the chess moves in mind as you plan three, four steps ahead of another for your gain and not theirs. See others taken off the board, tipped to the checkered square, being able to do nothing but adapt to their lessened place in the game in anger and frustration for having been leveraged. Have no wish to control another to grow, but rather to make your respectful and graceful path towards the Whole depending on others to do their heavy lifting as is their task, lifting when it is yours.  Whatever you do, it is important that you do it well. If we depend on you, we will make demands of you, and this does not make you less than, for yours are the shoulders that all of us depend on, just as ours are there for you. That you might feel less than is the chip on your shoulder, not ours. Do not project this fault of your character as a fault of our character. It makes you base. Be responsible for yourself, your success and failures are not always of your own making, but they are yours to endure with grace. If someone hurts you, be graceful, if you help another be humble. This is the mettle defines who we are, not that we are adept at intrigue.

The rising tide lifts all boats. That we cannot appreciate this is our weakness, for we fear that there is not just the success of others, there are our own failures. Our character is the piecemeal assemblage of our innate being, shaped, carved, burnished, into the person we are now. Those who grow will not be that person tomorrow, but whether we are better, or not, depends not just on us, but those around us, those other Islands who are the Whole. An Island is warmed by the sun and blue sky, and then the hurricane strips it bare, it is washed in rain and burned in fire, and yet it persists, changed, better or worse. Do not for a moment think that, if the others cannot stand your fierceness you should stand your ground, for by and large they will bring you down to make you equal; there is no room for the eccentric now, no place for the different, we all must pretend, act our part. How then does an Island move to surround themselves with those who recognize their unique colors, not as a threat but as a contribution to the palette? That… that is the mystery of life.  Finding it is the joy of life.

So, when the bell tolls for you, in your time and place, if you have done well, there will be so many who are better than you for your having been, and you are not one iota less for having known your place. Be at peace with that knowing that you helped someone else belong to the Whole. But know your place, and do your thing well.


“In the End, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.”
~ Martin Luther King, Jr.

“Whatever you do will be insignificant, but it is very important that you do it.”

Mahatma Gandhi

“No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.”

                                                            ~ Eleanor Roosevelt

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