I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I intended to be.

~ Douglas Adams

And so, here I am.

Sunday, January 8, 2012

On a park bench


It was unusual cold, not too dark
but lonely and simple all the same.
No time, if any,
to be left on a park bench
by yourself with anyone else.

Wrapped in holes he had left himself there,
next to her cold eyes,
covering her from the night’s snow
his own tears frigid.

Her clothes were as expected,
but she had worn them.
She had found most of them herself
except for the blanket he had given her,
a shawl he’d called it,
a birthday some year ago.
He had clutched it in his fingers
his open eyes so very sad
for not having been able to cry enough,
enough to wash away his agony
of having failed her.

He had tried, oh, how he had tried,
but he had failed because she was here,
left on a park bench.

His eyes had remembered other times,
laughter and happiness,
before that, fear of being alone.
But she had changed all of that.

Her dark hair blew in the wind,
brushing against his face,
she had touched so delicately
a month,
a few nights ago.
It was streaked with gray
and now embrittled by the cold.

She had not been left alone.
They at least had that.
Rich as they were they knew better
and had been happy
for being so poor
they had each other to hold
and it meant so much
to hold.

Her skirt was fluttering
where his coat, thin and frosted
crossed over too late now
to keep her warm,
because he did love her
and she knew it too, had known it.

But his small coat hadn’t been enough,
and he had cried
because it was all he had,
and so sadly not enough.

So he tried again
and it did work, or so it seemed
and his cold, icy tears proved it.
Love had worked for them
bundled together there
so close,
you could see how much he had,
still,
loved her and she him.
He hadn’t failed her,
her smile
forever would tell you this.

He had tried so hard.
But he was too old, too tired
and hungry,
too cold,
but not alone.
Did anyone else care?
“How did I get here?”, he asked silently,
a question larger than the words.

There they are silent and still now,
together,
loving one another.
Left there,
there on a park bench.

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